Well....I'm sure you all knew this was coming. Although I'm more artistically inclined lately than I have been- I'm about as paranoid as they come these days and I have trouble convincing myself that putting my art on DA is a "good" idea.
Sadly I'm going to just take a break from DA. Actually I'm taking a break from being Crystori.... There are some personal reasons behind this but generally I'm disassociating myself from the name for the time being. Maybe I'm just "distancing" but either way..... I'm not her anymore. (which is odd because I've been "crystori" for over seven years now. It feels..... strange.)
For those of you who still converse with me you all know my email and it forwards to my new address but...... I'm re-inventing myself. I'm not sure I like who I am anymore- and I'm not sure I like the things I've done. I'm not sure if most of you stopped talking to me for those reasons as well and to be honest I'm not sure if people will continue to wish to speak with me now that I'm changing who I am. (especially if you liked the old me. .....who is still me but I'm not sure I want to really hold on to most of it....)
I also don't really have internet anymore. I am writing this message out "beforehand" in the hopes that maybe I will get internet and I will then just cut and paste.
With all that said- I may yet come back to this account. Things may change. I might decide not to be totally crazy or something.
So....for the most part I'm leaving my account running.
But I'm not sure If I will come back or not. It's all up in the air.